I knew it... i knew that they were discussing about me just now in the room... hurrays for third instinct.... Happily after my collegue came out of the meeting just now, she tell me that she would be giving me alot of things to do...with regards to accounting. Then i say, "I dont know anything about accounting!", then she say is some checking and data entry into excel sheets lor... and repeated herself saying that have alot of things to do... After she said that, i knew that the boss must be thinking that i have nonthing else to do all day, and no major problems happen at all, so they have to maximise usage of employee and ask me the do something which would be very the time consuming.. and taxing.. GOD HELP ME!!! Its no wonder some previous ppl left the company after joining so soon..
Well... lo and behold... after my lunch today and after doing some work, my boss laptop hanged.. couldnt "Ctrl, Alt, Del" at all. Had to do a power cycle of the laptop, which also means to force power down... then booted up in safe mood... can bootup.. then after i wanted to boot up normally, it hanged on me again. After a few more similar attempts, i recalled a common problem in my previous job. So i tried to take the laptop off the docking station.... which i have never done before.... then i was there trying here and there cannot work... then my boss see and come over and give me hint hint.. I saw the hint and tried again to no avail, sounds stupid right, then when the boss almost wanted to come over and do it for himself, i managed to get it out... Three Cheers!!! So i tried to boot up the laptop, and it managed to work, so i put it back, powered up, and then lo and behold again, the MOUSE SPOIL... hahaha... So i changed the mouse, redocked the laptop and it finally worked... YEAH!!!!
Thursday, May 19, 2005
Dunt know if its just me feeling feeling again or do i feel that whenever b*** walks past my table to find someone... he seems to peek at wat i am doing at the moment... i get those kinda of spying feelings whenever he passes by... other ppl dunt give me those kinda of feeling... strange..
Well... today is my one month anniversary in this company, so far i have tackled issues that were both challenging and interesting. Like for example reconfiguring outlook accounts, creating user login accounts, installing unfamilar software, and doing the weekly door access logs. I cant say i have learnt anything, but i must say that the things that i have learnt were mostly self learnt. One thing that i dont like about this place is that whenever they feel that i have not enough of work to do, they will try and get some stupid shit manual work for me to do like for example: manual checking through a pile of papers to determine wether the amounts are correct. What do they take me for? Some slave to do all the not useful but time consuming work? Or isit just me, despising all work that is not related to computers? Or have i learnt to complain and compare against all my previous experiences, feelings and relationships.
Well... today is my one month anniversary in this company, so far i have tackled issues that were both challenging and interesting. Like for example reconfiguring outlook accounts, creating user login accounts, installing unfamilar software, and doing the weekly door access logs. I cant say i have learnt anything, but i must say that the things that i have learnt were mostly self learnt. One thing that i dont like about this place is that whenever they feel that i have not enough of work to do, they will try and get some stupid shit manual work for me to do like for example: manual checking through a pile of papers to determine wether the amounts are correct. What do they take me for? Some slave to do all the not useful but time consuming work? Or isit just me, despising all work that is not related to computers? Or have i learnt to complain and compare against all my previous experiences, feelings and relationships.
Tuesday, May 17, 2005
Wah liew eh.... just now i went to inform my manager that i have did a manual check on the serial numbers of the Laptops that have been issued out... and that 4ppl are out on the job so have to wait until next week to confirm with the user itself... then she tell me that have to do something like a write up about the seminar that i went... feelings and recommendations... then she also tell me that i have to send her a weekly report of the chores that i have done... haizz.. wanna smoke also cannot smoke... sianzz... I think i would have to include a BIG HEADER which says server monitoring 1hr, backup log monitoring 1hr, change backup tapes 30mins... to smoke that i am very very the busy... haizz..
Monday, May 16, 2005
Well.... its that rotating hour lunch problem happening again.... i feel that it make no sense for us to strictly stick to the lunch hrs limits... as long as we do our work properly on time on target on schedule.....cause... if u expect us to leave on time for our lunches while everyone is busy rushing something either for u or the boss... how u expect us to leave one time.... Its true that when u say that if somebody says that they are busy then other ppl go and eat first....but if that other person has some lunch appointment with someone else at some other time.... how leh??? Nobody loves rules that nobody understands... so why make rules which are not understandable nor followable at all costs.... We cant force other collegues to come back on time... cause sometimes the food they ordered make take a long time to queue for it or the food may be so hot that i would take some time to cool down... superiors cant make the comment of telling the employees what to eat or not to eat right... so exceptions may occur... espically with the closure of the golden shoe for renovation... its simply not possible to leave at 12 on the dot and come back at 1pm on the dot...WHY!!! WHY!!! WHY!!!
Hmm... i have made an amazing discovery today... that my manager and my other collegue was previously working together in another company together... and now they are collegues again.... how lucky can you get?? or isit fated?? Usually when this kinda of questions appear on tv shows they will play one sound effect.... which is "Denn denn denn!!!" followed by manical laughter..."Hek Hek Hek!!!"... oh.. am i going mad.... arggg!!
Hmm... i have made an amazing discovery today... that my manager and my other collegue was previously working together in another company together... and now they are collegues again.... how lucky can you get?? or isit fated?? Usually when this kinda of questions appear on tv shows they will play one sound effect.... which is "Denn denn denn!!!" followed by manical laughter..."Hek Hek Hek!!!"... oh.. am i going mad.... arggg!!
Sunday, May 15, 2005
I am rushing for my assignments as i am typing this blog. This year i seem to be more slack when planning for my assignments. Which means i have simply no motivation watsoever to do my assignments, nor do any research for it. Maybe its because the subjects that i am taking this year are all very essay orientated......lalala... no mood to write liao...
Wednesday, May 11, 2005
lala.... just came back from lunch... had to wait for anyone to come back from their lunch before i could go... so i was waiting patiently for my turn lor... then happily... my manager sent us an interesting email before she went for her lunch...
Well... it is actually an ordinary mail in that the contents are to remind us that the official lunch hrs are between 12-2pm. Wat makes it interesting is that the fact that we admin department has to do a rotating between us so that one groupd would have to go first, and the other groupd would have to stay around so that they can help to pick up the calls. But then.... when everyone is busy doing watever urgent things that they have to do... they might not be able to go off at a schedule time of 12pm on the dot...and with that... whoever is in the second grp will not be able to come back at 2pm shld they really take an hr lunch. So... my question here is that... whats the moral of the story?? I dont know.... i dont understand the meaning of rotated lunch... when the business itself doesnt function 24/7. I dont believe that other companies dun have lunch hrs, and even if nobody picks up the call.... i think that whoever is calling would be able to guess that its lunch break time.... so.. why is the need... INTERESTING...
Well... it is actually an ordinary mail in that the contents are to remind us that the official lunch hrs are between 12-2pm. Wat makes it interesting is that the fact that we admin department has to do a rotating between us so that one groupd would have to go first, and the other groupd would have to stay around so that they can help to pick up the calls. But then.... when everyone is busy doing watever urgent things that they have to do... they might not be able to go off at a schedule time of 12pm on the dot...and with that... whoever is in the second grp will not be able to come back at 2pm shld they really take an hr lunch. So... my question here is that... whats the moral of the story?? I dont know.... i dont understand the meaning of rotated lunch... when the business itself doesnt function 24/7. I dont believe that other companies dun have lunch hrs, and even if nobody picks up the call.... i think that whoever is calling would be able to guess that its lunch break time.... so.. why is the need... INTERESTING...
Tuesday, May 10, 2005
Today i had chicken pie for lunch!! woo huu... nice nice... yummy yummy yummy yum yum
yum... i had ordered 1/2 of the pie cause i was feeling extremely hungry.. and also because
i underestimated the hunger curbing abilities of that pie... in the end i onli eat half of
half the pie... hahaha
Well.... yesterday i was supposed to do my assignments, but after i took my dinner at
home... i was suddenly possesed by the sleeping ghost and felt so sleepy that after a while
i went of to my bed to sleep instead of doing my assignment.... bad on me.... bad girl... Hee... saw this name converter on someone whom i knew blog page and i couldnt resist
having a go at it.. and my name is.... (pls see below.. haha) Go on have a try... lalala
yum... i had ordered 1/2 of the pie cause i was feeling extremely hungry.. and also because
i underestimated the hunger curbing abilities of that pie... in the end i onli eat half of
half the pie... hahaha
Well.... yesterday i was supposed to do my assignments, but after i took my dinner at
home... i was suddenly possesed by the sleeping ghost and felt so sleepy that after a while
i went of to my bed to sleep instead of doing my assignment.... bad on me.... bad girl... Hee... saw this name converter on someone whom i knew blog page and i couldnt resist
having a go at it.. and my name is.... (pls see below.. haha) Go on have a try... lalala
Your Irish Name Is... |
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Wednesday, May 04, 2005
I so feel like shit today... Even the time that i am supposed to have lunch also must be controlled by her. Sibei sianz de leh.. I feel so the manipulated. Like i am not supposed to have a mind of my own. Then its like i never do my work then i go off for lunch like that. It so makes me feel that i am an irresponsible person like that... Cannot make it leh..
I am so thinking that if i am a male technician then i probably wouldnt be treated like that. But then i shldnt be thinking this way... if i keep on thinking negative like last time while i was in the bank, then i wouldnt be able to adapt to my new work position again... which might eventually lead to another job hopping session.....
Wah liew eh..... just kanna some stupid shit thing for one of my collegue. She went for a meeting with the boss with some figures that she ask me to do a pivot table for her. I followed her instructions and came out with a pivot table, and i even asked her to check if that is what she wanted. Then she say ok...... Then after the meeting with the boss, she keep on chasing after my neck telling me that she has something urgent for me to do.. then i kanna bomb!!!
Wah liew eh..... just kanna some stupid shit thing for one of my collegue. She went for a meeting with the boss with some figures that she ask me to do a pivot table for her. I followed her instructions and came out with a pivot table, and i even asked her to check if that is what she wanted. Then she say ok...... Then after the meeting with the boss, she keep on chasing after my neck telling me that she has something urgent for me to do.. then i kanna bomb!!! She showed me the figures from the pivot table that i had done for her. She told me that the boss feels that the figures are not correct as they are very the different from previous years. Then she tell me that the boss wans "US" to do a manual check of all the hardcopy documents to check if the figures are really correct. Then she ask me to do it... all by myself... she say boss tell "US" to do it... in the end is i do it. Then i already very the not happy that i am the one doing it... then i ask her when is the deadline for the thing... then she ask me to do it within two days....how the hell is that logically possible.!!!! Then hor... afterwards we find out that the figures that was used to compute the pivot table was wrong.... and that i was told to use a wrong column of figures... Then i told her that in this case... give me the correct figures and i will do a pivot table for her to show the boss again... she say no need.. just go ahead and check the papers as told by the boss.... THEN I BERI THE BEI SONG!!!! I tell her that since the data is wrong she shld just show the boss the correct figures and everything would be solved... and there would not be any wasted efforts to go through the pile of papers... then she like so the scarded that if the boss know do wrongly will die like that insist on not showing the boss the correct figures...with that.... MY VOLCANO EXPLODED!!!... and i told her that i wouldnt be able to finish this even if you give me a month to do it... ARGG..WAT THE FISH IS IT IN HIDING THE TRUTH FROM THE BOSS!!!!...
I am so thinking that if i am a male technician then i probably wouldnt be treated like that. But then i shldnt be thinking this way... if i keep on thinking negative like last time while i was in the bank, then i wouldnt be able to adapt to my new work position again... which might eventually lead to another job hopping session.....
Wah liew eh..... just kanna some stupid shit thing for one of my collegue. She went for a meeting with the boss with some figures that she ask me to do a pivot table for her. I followed her instructions and came out with a pivot table, and i even asked her to check if that is what she wanted. Then she say ok...... Then after the meeting with the boss, she keep on chasing after my neck telling me that she has something urgent for me to do.. then i kanna bomb!!!
Wah liew eh..... just kanna some stupid shit thing for one of my collegue. She went for a meeting with the boss with some figures that she ask me to do a pivot table for her. I followed her instructions and came out with a pivot table, and i even asked her to check if that is what she wanted. Then she say ok...... Then after the meeting with the boss, she keep on chasing after my neck telling me that she has something urgent for me to do.. then i kanna bomb!!! She showed me the figures from the pivot table that i had done for her. She told me that the boss feels that the figures are not correct as they are very the different from previous years. Then she tell me that the boss wans "US" to do a manual check of all the hardcopy documents to check if the figures are really correct. Then she ask me to do it... all by myself... she say boss tell "US" to do it... in the end is i do it. Then i already very the not happy that i am the one doing it... then i ask her when is the deadline for the thing... then she ask me to do it within two days....how the hell is that logically possible.!!!! Then hor... afterwards we find out that the figures that was used to compute the pivot table was wrong.... and that i was told to use a wrong column of figures... Then i told her that in this case... give me the correct figures and i will do a pivot table for her to show the boss again... she say no need.. just go ahead and check the papers as told by the boss.... THEN I BERI THE BEI SONG!!!! I tell her that since the data is wrong she shld just show the boss the correct figures and everything would be solved... and there would not be any wasted efforts to go through the pile of papers... then she like so the scarded that if the boss know do wrongly will die like that insist on not showing the boss the correct figures...with that.... MY VOLCANO EXPLODED!!!... and i told her that i wouldnt be able to finish this even if you give me a month to do it... ARGG..WAT THE FISH IS IT IN HIDING THE TRUTH FROM THE BOSS!!!!...
With that, i made my blood pressure rise so high that i started to have a terrible headache... THE END..
Thursday, April 28, 2005
Lalala... today i got the assignment of doing the Petty Cash In Charge thingy... Its so stressful when you have to deal with money payments. Especially with cash payments and cash passing here and there. If missing any money will be madness one wor... Then is ding ding ding liao...
I seem to be doing things that i have never expected to do in my working life in this new job.... Which is administrative work....something which i have always taken for granted. Like for example there would always be someone who would help me to do money claims and payments.. or someone who will be there to do my pay slips..hehe. I am so going to appreciate what others have done to make my life more comfortable in the future man....
I seem to be doing things that i have never expected to do in my working life in this new job.... Which is administrative work....something which i have always taken for granted. Like for example there would always be someone who would help me to do money claims and payments.. or someone who will be there to do my pay slips..hehe. I am so going to appreciate what others have done to make my life more comfortable in the future man....
Friday, April 22, 2005
Well... its finally friday today and i managed to scrape through three first days in my
new company. Hmm.... did the boss's son just walked out off his room just to spy on what was i doing mah??? Interesting...
I feel that this job will be a test of my knowledge and my ability to handle stress and
difficult situations such as when the is a computer failure.. I really hope that i will get
a chance to learn as much as it is possible in this company before i move on to another
company again.
new company. Hmm.... did the boss's son just walked out off his room just to spy on what was i doing mah??? Interesting...
I feel that this job will be a test of my knowledge and my ability to handle stress and
difficult situations such as when the is a computer failure.. I really hope that i will get
a chance to learn as much as it is possible in this company before i move on to another
company again.
Thursday, April 21, 2005
Well.... its time now to let me do some fake typing on the computer. Well, its my third day at my new place now. So far so good. But it seems that my reporting manager wants me to report everything that i have done or happened to her everyday. Yesterday, i left on time cause there were no urgent matters that needs to be solved. Then hor, when i went to inform her that i was leaving, i sort of got a sianzz face reply. So i scarded that she was unhappy that i am leaving on time without finishing my work properly.
Well.... i am feeling kinda of stressed out in my work here. I think that i am giving myself too much pressure to be responsible for all the IT related breakdowns that have happened.
How come suddenly got so the many ppl klkking all over the place. Walking up and walking down and walking up and walking down over and over again... like what i was doing just now...
Wah liew eh... just now i go do something for some person, then i forget to minimise this notepad thingy.... then the person come here see my screen and then happily reading loudly to herself somemore.... lalala...
another wah liew eh... that person who read my this notepad thingy somemore still go and take my mentos cool chews from my table automatically wor.... dunno to happy or unhappy also....happy is that can gam gam with the person then can have one comarde in crime, unhappy is that i feeling that person not so powerful in the company... so is not a powerful allie.... and somemore that person is also new in the company like me, so nobody noes her well enough... but it seems like hmm.... lets wait and see lar...
Well.... i am feeling kinda of stressed out in my work here. I think that i am giving myself too much pressure to be responsible for all the IT related breakdowns that have happened.
How come suddenly got so the many ppl klkking all over the place. Walking up and walking down and walking up and walking down over and over again... like what i was doing just now...
Wah liew eh... just now i go do something for some person, then i forget to minimise this notepad thingy.... then the person come here see my screen and then happily reading loudly to herself somemore.... lalala...
another wah liew eh... that person who read my this notepad thingy somemore still go and take my mentos cool chews from my table automatically wor.... dunno to happy or unhappy also....happy is that can gam gam with the person then can have one comarde in crime, unhappy is that i feeling that person not so powerful in the company... so is not a powerful allie.... and somemore that person is also new in the company like me, so nobody noes her well enough... but it seems like hmm.... lets wait and see lar...
Thursday, January 27, 2005
Date: 27/01/2005
Day: Thursday
Time: 11.24am
Wah low eh....today kanna from the Lotus notes support personal with regards to the mailbox compacting thing..sianzzz...then make me feeling so the unfriendly towards the two ppl at the notes support side.... maybe they are just trying to follow the rules strictly in getting user to die die must do this.. die die must do that....if neber do this then cannot do that lor....sianzz... I loved doing that to other ppl sometime back... but i stopped it after getting negative responses for ppl.... Maybe i shld try giving negative responses to them see wat can happen....
So sianzzz... saw my results onli got one module under distinction, the rest just pass onli with one grade c and the other pass...so sianzz... i got one grade C... cannot make it sia...lalala
Wah... just saw someones long ago picture... looks so meancing sia...but at the same time beautiful lar... seems to be a pic taken long ago...wat the fish man... if i know how to guide the user to fill in the bloody form for APARD i would have guided him to do so.... here some ppl ask me to refer to trm with regards to APARD... then now u telling me to guide the person by my bloody self.... win liao lor.... a minute ago i was thinking that staying here a bit more long got no problem... but after u snook me again.... i am so going to leave this place.......
Day: Thursday
Time: 11.24am
Wah low eh....today kanna from the Lotus notes support personal with regards to the mailbox compacting thing..sianzzz...then make me feeling so the unfriendly towards the two ppl at the notes support side.... maybe they are just trying to follow the rules strictly in getting user to die die must do this.. die die must do that....if neber do this then cannot do that lor....sianzz... I loved doing that to other ppl sometime back... but i stopped it after getting negative responses for ppl.... Maybe i shld try giving negative responses to them see wat can happen....
So sianzzz... saw my results onli got one module under distinction, the rest just pass onli with one grade c and the other pass...so sianzz... i got one grade C... cannot make it sia...lalala
Wah... just saw someones long ago picture... looks so meancing sia...but at the same time beautiful lar... seems to be a pic taken long ago...wat the fish man... if i know how to guide the user to fill in the bloody form for APARD i would have guided him to do so.... here some ppl ask me to refer to trm with regards to APARD... then now u telling me to guide the person by my bloody self.... win liao lor.... a minute ago i was thinking that staying here a bit more long got no problem... but after u snook me again.... i am so going to leave this place.......
Wednesday, January 26, 2005
Date: 26/01/2005
Day: Wednesday
Time: 5.18pm
Today is the one month anniversary of the Tsunami Disaster that happened off the coast of Indonesia...
Well.... so sianz now..suddenly i regret agreeing not to leave until they have found a replacement for me in this place...cause i was so looking forward to having one or two weeks of leave and stay at home after all the work that i did for the past year or so....had to save all my leave for my exams studying and exam.... that i didnt even take one day leave to go enjoy myself... the onli leave that i took to enjoy myself was a halfday leave to go and eat sushi... hehe
Sometimes i dun even understand why i work so hard for things that wunt get me anywhere nor do i get and advantages out of it...
Day: Wednesday
Time: 5.18pm
Today is the one month anniversary of the Tsunami Disaster that happened off the coast of Indonesia...
Well.... so sianz now..suddenly i regret agreeing not to leave until they have found a replacement for me in this place...cause i was so looking forward to having one or two weeks of leave and stay at home after all the work that i did for the past year or so....had to save all my leave for my exams studying and exam.... that i didnt even take one day leave to go enjoy myself... the onli leave that i took to enjoy myself was a halfday leave to go and eat sushi... hehe
Sometimes i dun even understand why i work so hard for things that wunt get me anywhere nor do i get and advantages out of it...
Tuesday, January 25, 2005
Date: 25/01/2005
Day: Tuesday
Time: 1.01pm
Yeah.... ps finally replied to my mail after one whole week.... didnt know that it requires one whole week of hard work to come out with a testimonial for someone.... but i am glad that he took that much time to write it... cause it is so absolutely fantastic!!!... best of the best... he managed to bring out the best that i did over there... even though some of the things he wrote there are not very the accurate as i onli did javascripting and some asp coding.... but the way he phrase it is veri the wuu lala!! onli someone like him can smoke such a wonderful thing for me... hehe...i so want to show off the thing to everyone... haha... shld i print it??? hmm....yeah i shld...
Day: Tuesday
Time: 1.01pm
Yeah.... ps finally replied to my mail after one whole week.... didnt know that it requires one whole week of hard work to come out with a testimonial for someone.... but i am glad that he took that much time to write it... cause it is so absolutely fantastic!!!... best of the best... he managed to bring out the best that i did over there... even though some of the things he wrote there are not very the accurate as i onli did javascripting and some asp coding.... but the way he phrase it is veri the wuu lala!! onli someone like him can smoke such a wonderful thing for me... hehe...i so want to show off the thing to everyone... haha... shld i print it??? hmm....yeah i shld...
Monday, January 24, 2005
Thursday, January 20, 2005
Wednesday, January 19, 2005
Date: 19/01/2005
Day: Wednesday
Time: 11.45am
Wah.... today they interview another person wor.... its a guy... he looks so old...hehe..
i wonder the first impression that i give to other ppl is that i am old.... cause the ppl here managed to guess that i am the eldest in the family..
lala.... mailed ps regarding my testimonial.. he neber reply wor... thinkin he neber recieve the mail or he dun wan to reply to a external unfamilar mailing address..boo huu...want to get testimonial from him also difficult..dunno wat to say also.
Oh no....hehe... suddenly remember that i have to collect my sch books today... then realise that it is not today... its on the 26th...next next wed..sianzz..
lalala.... just had lunch from subway.... kanna bluff..the cashier confused me.. asking me wat drink i wan... ask me wan small medium or large... then i just say coke....cause i thought that she noe i wanted the set... then i happily looking at the cookies wondering which one shld i take...lalala...then in the end when the cashier said.... "5.50 please"... i blur blur just give her 6 dollars and go away..long time no eat subway liao... yum yum...healthy healthy..lalala
wah.... i thought my life was difficult... it seems that jo the life is more diffcult...went for meeting then kanna from the chairman..cause she neber bring the printed notes cause she wasnt informed...the go lunch also neber gio her...
Day: Wednesday
Time: 11.45am
Wah.... today they interview another person wor.... its a guy... he looks so old...hehe..
i wonder the first impression that i give to other ppl is that i am old.... cause the ppl here managed to guess that i am the eldest in the family..
lala.... mailed ps regarding my testimonial.. he neber reply wor... thinkin he neber recieve the mail or he dun wan to reply to a external unfamilar mailing address..boo huu...want to get testimonial from him also difficult..dunno wat to say also.
Oh no....hehe... suddenly remember that i have to collect my sch books today... then realise that it is not today... its on the 26th...next next wed..sianzz..
lalala.... just had lunch from subway.... kanna bluff..the cashier confused me.. asking me wat drink i wan... ask me wan small medium or large... then i just say coke....cause i thought that she noe i wanted the set... then i happily looking at the cookies wondering which one shld i take...lalala...then in the end when the cashier said.... "5.50 please"... i blur blur just give her 6 dollars and go away..long time no eat subway liao... yum yum...healthy healthy..lalala
wah.... i thought my life was difficult... it seems that jo the life is more diffcult...went for meeting then kanna from the chairman..cause she neber bring the printed notes cause she wasnt informed...the go lunch also neber gio her...
Tuesday, January 18, 2005
Date: 18/01/2005
Day: Tuesday
Time: 1.06pm
I going to tender my resignation today... suddenly i have no bad feeling for this job... suddenly i feel that its not so bad working here... and suddenly i dun mind shifting from desk to desk...
Isit because i have been sitting on the boss desk for two days straight that i feel more secure. Or isit because i have become more confident of taking up calls.... handling ppl... or isit i am not getting alot of irritating ppl.... to ruin everyones life... Or isit because i am scarded that i cannot get another position somewhere else with this pay that they are giving me...i think that is the main main reason that i am scarded...Money money money money... everything is revolving around money these days...and i have yet to give the monthly payment to dad for the installment of the car...maybe maybe... I simply have no confidence in my abilities... and i doubt there would be anyone who would give me 1.8 again...Sianzz...
But i have already told my boss liao... so i can back out of this liao.... so i will have to learn to my fullest abilities the things that are around here....the things that i can pick up here...i shldnt regret my decision... everything about life is about decision.... if i always regret... how to move on.... just as how i didnt move on earlier while i was in SIA... made me have a lack of adequate knowledge in IT support skills.... so its right... i must move on... move on to another place where i would enjoy myself more throughly...to perform to the best of my abilities... okok... its decided... all uncertainthties would have to be faced with courage...!!! ONWARDS!!!
Wah... so fast wanna interview new ppl liao..... they strong ar....haiyah best..it for their own good also... they better get the infrastructure ready for the new person... otherwise mad again...
Day: Tuesday
Time: 1.06pm
I going to tender my resignation today... suddenly i have no bad feeling for this job... suddenly i feel that its not so bad working here... and suddenly i dun mind shifting from desk to desk...
Isit because i have been sitting on the boss desk for two days straight that i feel more secure. Or isit because i have become more confident of taking up calls.... handling ppl... or isit i am not getting alot of irritating ppl.... to ruin everyones life... Or isit because i am scarded that i cannot get another position somewhere else with this pay that they are giving me...i think that is the main main reason that i am scarded...Money money money money... everything is revolving around money these days...and i have yet to give the monthly payment to dad for the installment of the car...maybe maybe... I simply have no confidence in my abilities... and i doubt there would be anyone who would give me 1.8 again...Sianzz...
But i have already told my boss liao... so i can back out of this liao.... so i will have to learn to my fullest abilities the things that are around here....the things that i can pick up here...i shldnt regret my decision... everything about life is about decision.... if i always regret... how to move on.... just as how i didnt move on earlier while i was in SIA... made me have a lack of adequate knowledge in IT support skills.... so its right... i must move on... move on to another place where i would enjoy myself more throughly...to perform to the best of my abilities... okok... its decided... all uncertainthties would have to be faced with courage...!!! ONWARDS!!!
Wah... so fast wanna interview new ppl liao..... they strong ar....haiyah best..it for their own good also... they better get the infrastructure ready for the new person... otherwise mad again...
Friday, January 14, 2005
Date: 14/01/2005
Day: Friday
Time: 10.54am change to 12.18pm
lalala.... today is friday...yeah yeah!!.. well i have been here for two weeks already and my working enviroment still hasnt improved... as in that i am still moving from desk to desk everyday..
In my first week.. of shifting here and there...i was cursing and swearing and cursing everyday of my life...and now my mood has changed from curse to bo bian...to accepting that i am not going to be able to have any desk assigned to me within month...
I am so comtemplating about wether i shld resign this job or not...since i was so UNHAPPY about it... that now i am a bit used to the enviroment liao..but i still dun like not owning a piece of furniture..blar blar blar... then happily my public enemy no 1 called.... didnt want to pick up the call but everyone else was engaged on the line... so cannot siam siam siam...hear her call already my mood to quit come rushing up again....
Day: Friday
Time: 10.54am change to 12.18pm
lalala.... today is friday...yeah yeah!!.. well i have been here for two weeks already and my working enviroment still hasnt improved... as in that i am still moving from desk to desk everyday..
In my first week.. of shifting here and there...i was cursing and swearing and cursing everyday of my life...and now my mood has changed from curse to bo bian...to accepting that i am not going to be able to have any desk assigned to me within month...
I am so comtemplating about wether i shld resign this job or not...since i was so UNHAPPY about it... that now i am a bit used to the enviroment liao..but i still dun like not owning a piece of furniture..blar blar blar... then happily my public enemy no 1 called.... didnt want to pick up the call but everyone else was engaged on the line... so cannot siam siam siam...hear her call already my mood to quit come rushing up again....