Friday, December 31, 2004
Went around asking those ppl that i wanna give presents wether they were going to be around on friday so that i can pass to them the presents and informing them of my departure from the company... and i was so sad and surprising to hear how much they wanted me to stay... Sebbie talked to me and asked me why i didnt wanna stay and went on to say how i could be offered a perm position and some scholarship to further my studies...blah blah... Then Devi also talked to me saying sad ps had been feeling after being informed of my impending departure... then she als sy she very sad that i am leaving and asked me why i didnt wanna stay... and that if i continued until march.. it could have given ps ample time to do something for my situation. Then i replied saying that ps had already talked to me about it and that i would definately be back if the opportunity arises... and that the reason that i wanted to leave was that the project have been completed and that there wasnt any more tasks for me to do....Then she told me to relax.. after working so hard for so long.... then i said that if they had told me about their plans earlier, i wouldnt have decided to leave the company.... blar blar blar...hohhoho
After the conversation with devi, i felt so touched that there were so many ppl that actually cared and treasured my existence in the company and they would like me to be around much much longer...if i werent going overseas...hehe..
Then after i went back to my place to do some things... taichi man told me that james was looking for me.... so i was thinking die liao... got problem liao...hehe.. so i called him and he said that he was coming down to look for me.... then he said that he heard that i was leaving on friday and he thanked me for all the work i have done.. all the help and he gave me ten points for my work.... hehe.. feel so proud... nobody has ever graded me before for my work... first time wor... so touched...even james is thankful for my work... haizz...
Why must everyone wait until the last day to appreciate me and thank me for my work... if they had done it earlier... i wouldnt have been in a rush to go..... hohohoho.....
Well...time really flies and it has been two and a half years that i have been in the company working under the flag of SAP data migration..i really miss everyone that has left even though i didnt show it on my face... it was really rare for a big group of ppl with the same ideas, similar backgrounds, and gender to be together working together...still remeber the first time we worked OT we worked until 8pm checking SAMEIS printout.... hehe
I miss wendy, lanxi, shannon, jerlyn, zwin, sarah, siti, siewfong, doris, eslynn, cindy.....the times we shared together be it short or long.... be it best of collegues...or just plain friends..
Haizz... have been crying on the bus trips for this past week... dunno why i feel so sad this time now that i am leaving with no worries and that everyone else that i knew were gone.... dunno why... isit because i know that we would be together seperated and that our fate has ended now and today..... its like god is telling be to be thankful and that you would never step back into Sia for the rest of your life..... its true its true...!!!
ok lar... i need to end this now to give myself time to cry my heart out...and finish writing all the goodbye cards....bye bye!!!
Friday, November 19, 2004
Den hor.... to kill my boredom away i started to come out with new designs for my webpage incorporating colorful backgrounds and imaging... So far i have published two of my web design works on deviantart. My page is at here. So far i have posted 8 works of mine.... most are coloring work mimiking other ppls styles and ideas... cause i got no creative juices of my own... maybe i could post some of the posters that i made for the D&D and just remove the headings from engineering to something else...and SIA to SAI.... hehe... hmm.. good idea.. wuu huu..
Well.... next week i am gonna tell my boss formally that i would be leaving the company once my current contract expires and i would not extend the contract even if there was a possibility of doing so..... cause SIA has no reasons for me to stay anymore....if i really got yuan to work for them.... fate would decide....lalalalalalalalala..
THE END!!!
Tuesday, November 09, 2004
Den hor... i feeling a bit bored with my character den i went to create an archer for myself.... wanted to testing wether being an archer character would be more interesting or not.... hehe... den play for a while ok lar.... an archer is only effective with his arrows..at long ranges....DUH.... hehe.... den if got some fast moving slimes in big groups den cannot handle liao.... but den quite interesting being an archer lar....
Den hor.... i went back to my warrior character to do all the quests here and there lor... got one is need to jump through obstacles one to get a specific item.... that one i jump until i want to pull out my hair and bang the table....... it is simply very very the difficult.... play until i wanna ki siao.....but den justice shall prevail.... HAHAHAHA... i managed to complete the quest in a few hours of jumping....well.... so far so good.... hope that i can level up faster in these few days....
And one more thing..... luckily my stomach power is quite strong after suffering from intestinal infection two years back.... painful like mad.... its like giving birth... but no baby wanna come out that kind of pain..... cause i neber kanna anything after eating out on sunday.... but momma kanna intestinal infection..... she was so in pain that she have to take painkillers immediately.... otherwise will cannot make it.... lalalala..... So wats the moral of the story.... nothing... ...the end...
Friday, October 29, 2004
Well.... i sortof qualified for this challenge thingy..... by managing to be the ninth caller on the radio station 98.7Fm....which i thought that i would neber qualify....but den the opposite happened.... i qualified..... but this does not warrants me a chance to put my hand on the car.... tomorro there would be a draw for the final contestants out of a big number of ppl to be the final contestants for the challenge... but den hor... have to go for medical checkup... have to be at ngee ann city civic plaza at 8AM tomorro.... SO EARLY!!!....to register...
I believe that if i get to be one of the final contestants.... my destiny will be like this picture below...

Well........ may god bless upon on me the luck to make it to one of the final contestants so that i can at least get a 10% chance to try my endurance level... Xena power!!!!
May the force be with me!!
Wednesday, October 27, 2004
Well...... i am those ppl who is slow to warm up and interact with other ppl and i prefer to be alone when i am with ppl who are too extrusive and hyper...i cant handle their need for everyone to be hyper with them..... which in the end would make me an unpopular person... hahaha...den nobody would care if i needed any care or concern.... and nobody would give me treats for no reason.... nobody would ask me if i needed something while they are out can sun bian get for me.... well.... that the fact lar.... when u are popular... ppl would do sun bian things for you.... when you are not.... even if it is beri beri the sun bian.... that person would find an excuse to reject your request..... so whats the moral of the story........... "Even if other ppl are not nice to you..... this doesnt give you the excuse not to be nice to other ppl... or even help other ppl sun bian do things for other ppl.... " The world does not revolve around me alone.... it contains other human beings... being jealous of others ppls haves and dont haves would not make the place a happier world.........
So... i must keep reminding myself that even if other ppl get more benefits than i do.... get more help den i do..... get more protection den i do.... get more popularity den i do..... it doesnt mean that i dunt mean anything to anyone out there in the world.... its just that it is not so obvious and known to me.....and that in the future... someone might do some favour out of sun bian for me....hahahhaha.... "The world is brighter on my side!!!".... haizz....
Well..... wondering why i am feeling this way..... its because i am jealous that nobody treats me well around here in SIA...... nobody treats me as a bonus item.... someone whom they like and treasure beri much....someone elses good friend....so this is pure jealousy..... in its purest form.... cold hard unloving jealousy.....so lalallallala.... neber fall into this pit of jealousy again...... the end......
Yours Truely.... jealous pefe
Monday, October 25, 2004
Well.... if i am gonna go for the challenge... i must go for a medical checkup....and if i am not going for the challenge.... den can save the money to pay for the installments of the car which dad just bought lor..... Aiyah.. why he bother to go and buy the car so the fast for what..... scarly i win the challenge den get the car(wishful thinking).... den can just go and buy COE can already... somemore its a nice sporty like car... with the extra trimmings such as spoilers.. sport rims.... and cool bucket seats... In case you are wondering what bucket seats are.... it is those kind of seats which is sort of molded like the shape of the backside with a very high side..... which kinda makes it beri the hard to get out of the seat...
Haizz....i beri the mao dun.... so near yet so far...... think i need a sign from above to let me know if i got the chance to actually qualify for the final contestants thingy..... or got chance to actually win the damn car..... haizz...haizzz... haizzz.... zui jing bi jiao fan.... haha...
Thursday, October 21, 2004
Recently i have been observing mike's reactions to him asking taichi man to do work. He would give instructions to taichi man to do this do that.... den taichi man would answer okok... But den when mike ask taichi man back what he have done already.... he would definately reply saying that he already ask seb or ask sara already wether it is there or not..... den he would say that they say dun have lar.... they haben do lar.... den faking quickly pick up the phone and call whichever unlucky soul lar.... Well... at first mike thinking that ok.... taichi man is doing his work.... but den this kinda of reply always comes back.... which is not one time or two times but everytime.... and mike was starting to suspect whether that super skillfully operation person is really actually doing the work assigned to him.
Sometimes mike would ask him to explain to him what taichi man have done and the steps that he tok to come to whatever resolution to the problems that he had.... taichi man would fumble madly and cannot answer all his questions.... no matter how simple it is. Then i got the feeling that mike is finally understanding that taichi man is not skillfull at all. His IT knowledge is all blowhorn one.... only know how to talk dunno how to do... Den happily mike tell mag that he feels that taichi man cannot make it...cannot do work properly and learn fast enough.
Well...... i am glad that mike is finally seeing some light that was shrouded in smoke and grey paint.... and to learn that some ppl are not who they make themselves to be like. Just like how my personality is..... to forgive and to forget if you show remose..... but to comdemn and destroy if you try to fake it up.... Lalallala.... vengence is finally showing its face... hohohohohoho
Thursday, October 14, 2004
Well.... this is the first time that i have ever studied so hard for a maths paper before... doing equations over and over again... time and time again.... nearly finished using half a folscap pad. But den did this hard work paid off.... the answer is yes and no!!!... cause i didnt managed to properly finish my maths paper during the exams.... and i forgotten how to do a few of those questions.... so sad... to think that i understood what the question wanted but i forget wats the application like....
Den comes the relational database paper... wah.... it was easy and hard at the same time cause there was this question 1 & 2 which i had no idea how to answer it... the rest of the questions were so easy that i couldnt believe my eyes.... hmmm
Next comes the paper that i didnt have the mood to study for.... i looked through the specimen paper and solutions and didnt felt that that kinda of questions would come out for the exam... but oh behold!!!... it came out exactly(fake) the same as the specimen with slight twists... haizz... dont think that i am going to pass this java paper... did i mention java..... actually i like to do java programming.... but i hate all the writing down of program codes on paper... so unfriendly...
Well.... alls done that has to be done.... has to let heaven or god to decide liao.... cannot complain..... can only regret... life is so full of regrets.... whoever does not have regrets does not have a heart.... or brain... hehe...
And by the way..... YES!!! YES!!! YES!!!.... i managed to qualify for the perfect ten Subaru impreza WRX challenge.... wuu huuu.... but den i dun think that i would manage to get my hand a chance to put on the car cause got so the many ppl qualified... and i dun think they would put so the many cars out there lor... surely got some other round of qualification thingy... haizz...well... thats all for today...
Monday, September 27, 2004
Well... my exams are coming, i am gradually preparing and studying and revising for it now... i realise that i really forgotten alot of things liao lor.... espically in maths and db... i totally forget how to calculate velocity, do integration, calculate linear recurrance sequence.... this and that lor...
Den just recieved back my db TMA04... i only got 80++ marks.... but sadly i still haben get back my maths TMA wor... i scarded that it go missing again.... eaten and digested by his amazing mailbox... or happily become invisible in his house... or his house is so the big that he must take a few days to find someones mail..... argg... i just hope that i dun do badly in that TMA since it is the first maths TMA that i did it on my own powers.... pefe rulezz..
Happily as i am wrting this blog, sebastian from me company there see me writing this... den happily make comments that i am writing some best seller... and he wants to be my promoter... haha.... well.... he is the best equipment GOD that i know existing in SIA...
Den hor.... last week another of my SAP Officer friends leave the company liao..... so bloody de shocked.... onli heard from my friend on my birthday that she is going to leave soon, but i didnt expect that it would be soo the soon... she only gave one week notice... instead of the two weeks notice as required.... dunno how also.... But i learned something from her leaving, there have been too many ppl leaving us liao.... too the many until we numb and dunno what to do liao..... long long ago we used to hold big farewell dinners or lunches.... give them fablous farewell gifts... such as a collage of photos taken together, big cards with photos again.... makes me think what i am going to get when i leave since i dun have a big group of close SIA friends left liao.... think i might as well get ready my farewell present for myself first then fake tell them is somebody suggest the idea for them to do one..... HAHAHA....
Well.... thats all folks today.... so fun.... today taichi man is on one day leave.... nobody for me to be prepared against... nobody for me to understand how evil, cunning and backstabbing one can be.... but sadly... taichi man still got some more skills to learn in the art of being cunning, cause what he is doing..... what he is acting out for others to see..... i can see it so the crystal clear.... perfect vision somemore... lalallala... bye bye!!!
Wednesday, September 15, 2004
Hmm.... yest went to celebrate bday with me poly friends... whom i haben seen them for many months months months.... mixi looks so interesting now.... it seems that she has become more matured looking.... got the executive look now... hehe... den also saw weiqi and jac and kailing and xiujun..... Dunno wether i shld be feeling this... but i feel that 'someone' unfriendly to me yest... Well.. you kinda get back what you reap by what you sow.... and by being unfriendly with someone.... u get back unfriendlyness....
Hehe..... yest me friends at workplace held a fake mini celebration surprise for me in office. I had still not recovered from the shock that the lift that i took during lunch suddenly suffered a power failure and dropped a few centimetres down suddenly... and the lift did a E-brake... so stress... i thought that i was going to drop all the way down to the bottom and break my leg... but den HENG AR.....hehe.. At first i didnt suspect anything.... but the ppl behind me suddenly make many cups of drinks all of a sudden... and sandy was saying she go and collect something make me suspect that they are going to do something interesting.... den hor all my Sap Officers friend suddenly came down den i know liao wat was going to happen.... den all of a sudden i turn to the right i see my boss holding a cake with a single candle to me...so paiseh.... so stress... many eyes looking at me....i wanna hide inside hole hole...den after that is the normal thing lor.... make wish to get a good job and leave the company soon... den blow candle.... den cut cake..... Hmm, didnt know that there was some 'higher knowledge' in cutting bday cake... the bday person is not supposed to pull the whole knife out after cutting wor.... have to let someone else do it.... dunno must like that one....well...wats done is done... Well.... it was a warming, fun and weird celebration... warming in the sense that it has been a long long time since it was so noisy, crowded here at my side, and that many ppl purpely make time to help me celebrate... fun was that get to recieve my cute present... and weird is that first time have soon kuei, sui mai for celebration...hehe
Well....den at night go eat billy bombers at tamp... didnt know that they had an outlet there... long time neber go there eat liao... ate so full that tummy become beri extra round... den have to walk around fake pregnant....hehe... den had a corny talk with kailing when we went down to find zzz... and not she find me... well... guess u cant be everyones good friend bah...
And now..... ** THE END **
Tuesday, September 14, 2004

Well.... the quote suits me who is living in Singapore at the moment.... cause hor... we are currently having a shortage of eggs here.... due to the outbreak of bird flu in my neighbouring country Malaysia...Den cannot import eggs.... cannot import chicken.... den have to import from Aust.... which caused the price of eggs to shoot up to 60cents per egg....So now since it is so the expensive to buy the eggs.... the food hawkers have stopped including eggs in their dishes... such as "Ban Mee" no egg use fishball to replace.... "Fried oyster" use half an egg instead of a whole egg or two... den..... some ppl eben stopped selling all together.... so this year will be a cakeless, chickenless and eggless Sept the 14th.... wuu huu..... yeah.... lets all be healthy together....
Friday, September 10, 2004
Haizz.... these few days not feeling beri the well...not physically unwell... its mentally unwell.. keep on forgetting things, get upset over minor things, feeling angst, mad happy moods... mad sad moods.. Dunno what is causing me to have these problems.... Sibei sianzz man..
Well.... life is just not as perfect as you would like it to be.... speaking of lousy life... i this year like majiam do too many bad deeds liao like that... beri beri the unlucky sia... got chance interview no chance employed.... got chance employed kanna ppl take away... got another chance employed but would be stuck in same position over and over again.... Then happily eben play "scissors paper stone" also will lose unti chan chan.... Chan mali chan.... hei hei!.. chan mali chan... Hei!!! Hei!!! Think i have to do 1001 good deeds to clear away the lousy luck.... but by the time i do finish 1001 deads.... cause i would already be dead...
Well... i think thats all for today............. peace!!
Monday, September 06, 2004
Why am i still in this bloody company working for this bloody person who choose to have capable ppl beside him and not listen to other ppls suggestions and opionions..... when ppl give suggestions or recommendations.... u say ppl got attitude problem.....overridding ur leadership..... but do u noe the truth that u bloody leadership sucks big time.... instead of solving problems for u employees.... u create more problems for them.... making them more confused than they were originally.....den when i want to make it simplier for them again...he cannot take my bloody suggestions and happily say that since i put it that way he would bloody accept my decisions......now that i have finish typing what i wanted to shout out loud...... i still dun feel better in my heart..... just dun feel so much like crying liao.... but wats the difference..... there is no difference.... just that my desire to quit the job and move on has risen higher again...... to just leave the bloody shit to other ppl to smelll...... to roll in it..... now that the other team members know what do to how to check.... i can leave the place happily....regardless of wether i will get the bloody free ticket or not.... why the heck should i care when other ppl who are actual employees dun care.....!!!
Sunday, September 05, 2004
Yesterday i worked from friday afternoon 2pm until the next day which was a saturday at 5.35 am..... and because our softcopy of an extract was not extracting the correct values, we had to go back to our manual ways to validations.... all together i think that i did around 5000 times of "alt TAB" and around 4000 times of "Ctrl C & Ctrl V" and around 10000 times double clicking of the mouse to select the values.... do until my fingers and my wrist like no feelings like that already.... couldnt use the computer at home properly when i got back.... like majiam fake hand like that....
Den..... now i am writing my blog in office doing OT again..... for some validation..... which is so the sian...... and i am now having some headache...... and feeling sleepy.... and I HAVE ASSIGNMENT DUE!!!!...... argg.... where got enough time for me to do all this..... die die die...
Speaking of time..... while i was doing my shifts.... the taichi man decided to come along for my shift.... and while we were slogging over the validation of the data, all he did was to fake see email..... fill in his OT form.... calculate other ppls OT time to see if they had filled in correct times..... calculate the total OT hours that we would accumlate...... that he will earn for nonthing cause he WAS DOING NONTHING WHILE I WAS SO BLOODY OCCUPIED..... and he doesnt have enough knowledge to answer my questions when i ask them..... all he can say is that there was a part number change serial number change..... but he cannot tell me why they want to change it..... and why there is errors in the reading.... and how to determine wether is EC or ED parts by looking at SAMEIS..... so why is he with me doing OT..... its because NO..... There must be someone which business knowledge around to help in case there are any errors to be solved or checked..... but den he doesnt have enough business knowledge to help me.... and when i ask and he doesnt know wat the heck i am doing.... and he doesnt even bother to ask me wat am i doing because i am being unfriendly with him...... HAHA.... So wats the moral of the story here.... the MOral of the story is that some ppl are just born to be more fortunate and they can just fake knowledgeable and be highly recongnised while other ppl like me have to slog for no recognation, no fame, no honor, no glory, and most of all no MONEY!!!...... haizz... thats life...
Well.... that all for today.... if i can make it i am going to do some major reading for my assignment.... which is so due this coming friday...... BYe bye
Tuesday, August 31, 2004
Yesterday the strangest thing happened to me sia, while i was toking, i suddenly feel that my ears like beri the warm like that, then face also warm warm.... and then my adrenaline suddenly shot up like i was really excited for something like that. Well..... being me... i ignore the weird sensations and kept on toking..... after finishing toking.... i decided to go to the loo loo loo to check if my face was red from the warmness..... then hold and behold!!! my entire face was glowing in a bright reddish pink..... my forehead too was reddish. It was as though somebody had given me some plentiful tight slaps...my pores were enlarged as though gasping for air like that..... i scarded sia.... then i quickly use water to wet my face and to also cool it down and reduce the warming effect.......its like global warming... there is no stopping it.... Argg!!!
Well....... dunno if i am experiencing stress or not... cause it seems that this time the data migration i like cannot handle unexpected happenings and errors cooly and calmly liao le... maybe its because have not been doing the actual validation myself and instead letting others do all the work...... hehe.... then like that will have lack of exercise...then during the shifts will cannot make it....
Yest heard that the other data validation team need not do a rotation shift for their activities... make me feel so unfortunate... that my side have to do it.... somemore that person side the leaders make the validators feel important and wanted and wanted tht person to take a break so tat can stay longer to validate and not stay late late or do shifts..... why i dun get this kinda of treatment.... life is so unfair...... But come to think of it... my leader did tell us to take a break before the actual shifts but we turned him down so as we could be able to make more Money$$$ and OT hours instead of spending it before we earned it. Nobody ever comes and tells us that we are important... that we are critical to the success and failure to the mission.... why leh???
Isit because that they trust us too much??? Isit because of my attitude problem???? Isit because my life is just so lousy to be treated as a gem or treasure??? Isit that ppl dun care about ugly ppl..??? Life is just too filled with too much isitss.... and unfair/fairness...... that have caused me to not have any true best friends.... Staying away from close relationships because i know that whats mine is actually fake mine... so whats the point in keeping something that is fake and acted out??? Haha..... now i am toking about my sad life again.... haizz... think i shld end this... well... thats all folks......
Thursday, August 19, 2004

Wednesday, August 18, 2004
Well.... last saturday i went to UOB to open up a new personal savings account so that i can apply for a debit card to use. Wah liew.... the stupid place had only one counter open to serve customers regarding new account openings... then happily i waited for around 45 mins. Got one freaking person like got alot to say like that happily toking at the counter for 45 mins...dunno wat the stupid account or accounts that person is opening... Then i think the branch manager say the queue beri long and the amount of unfriendly faces queueing around then she come and ask ask then help to alievate the situation. But then i had to wait for another 30 mins before my application was successful....wait until my flower also wither liao....now i have to wait for my debit card to come and then still have to go back to the bank to activate it and link it up with my account.
Tuesday, August 17, 2004
Aiyah..... the purpose of this blog today is to showcase a tini miniture pixel art that i have done and submitted to deviantart. I put it here to remind mi of the limits that i have in terms of art and design....so.. heres the mini picture of a poochyena..

Wednesday, August 11, 2004

Wednesday, August 04, 2004
Last night finally managed to call HP support regarding the problems that i have using my Iomega mini drive. The person on the other line simply insisted that no drivers are needed for the use of a tumb drive and there is no way the pc can corrupt the tumb drive to the point that would make it useless. Then still with the support guidance, i tried using the newly bought Kingston 128Mb tumb drive that i bought from Challenger. Surprisingly, the Kingston drive has no problems watsoever. Even after i reboot my pc, the tumb drive was still working fine. Halilouya!! Scr*w Iomega....hehe.. Think my pc condemm Iomega products bah...
I just realise that i am simply monitoring taichi man's every move and actions. What he says and what he does and does not do.. It seems that everytime i pass down instructions for the validation team to do, he will go and approach that girl and ask her what she is doing now. Why must he do that infront of my back, i am the person who is giving out the instructions and the person who knows what my collegues are assigned to do.. why must he go and approach someone who is still learning and new to the proccedures??? Suck it man!!! Then he go and learn something that is incomplete and fakes infront of mike saying that we are only doing this not doing that, have errors here, mistakes there when he does not know the full bloody picture!!! Wah Liew!!!!
Wuo shou guo le..... wuo yao confront him liao.... i wan him to know what his role in data migration is....his role is to support us in case there is any errors that we spotted so that he can use his expert business knowledge to save the day.... majiam like hero or super man like that....and not to come and bother us asking what we are doing... and answering our question that other ppl have posed for us. ARGG... now feeling sleep sia.......GOod NIGHT and good night!!
Monday, August 02, 2004
Whao liew sianz man... i am yawning like nobody's business. Everytime i close my eyes i fall in to zzZz land. So the sleepy sia, shouldnt have slept at 1.20am yest. Somemore i didnt fall asleep immediately then kanna woke up so the early in the morning by the shouting and screaming somemore. So now as i write this, my eyes are struggling to keep themselves open.
Happily today in the morning i was late for work again, overslept and left home too the late today, then happily the expressway was clogged up with traffic until movement was so slow and painful. Came in, saw everybody crowding near and around my table. Boss was explaining that since national day was approaching, we might as well push all the activities into five days so that it would not drag until national day. Lalalalaallala...
Cant seem to find the energy and mood to tok to either mike or ps with regards to their working responsibilites. We would definately be doing rotation shifts, but it seems that the timeline is going to be real tight. Haha. Well.... dunno what roles and responbilities that mike wans the taichi man to be doing. At first he tells me that taichi man is going to do signing off, then after that he tells mag that he wans him to do data migration activities. Which i dun understand what data migration activites he means. Does he mean, to do the validation, or the signing off, or the spot checking of data which we have validated, or just sit around and supervise us with his "Fake" experienced knowledge and his superior fake "IT Knowledge".
Well....thats all the complaining that i have to do for today, stay tuned again for the next installment of the complaining diaries!!
Friday, July 30, 2004
But then.... i not extremely happy... cause i have to work hard on my assignment from now onwards. Its only a week till the deadline for the assignment. Have only managed to complete reading the section 2 of the book. Well..... JIA YOU!! Well.... i wanna complain about my work again. Remeber i was saying that got some uncle who goes around taiching work to other ppl to do. Well.. recently, he has interfered in my work and what i am supposed to do.
Its like this, my side is supposed to do rotation shifts to meet up with the migration deadline for MOCK cutover load which would span for around 7 days. My side is required to do OT for around 3 days. My group only consist of 5 ppl, so we had to spilt into two groups. One group to do the morning shift, and the other to do the night shift. So basically everyone will have to do work for around 12 hours everyday non stop. But then the 5 ppl in my group does not include the taichi uncle. He is only supposed to be the backup for michael and to do rotations with him to do the signing off of the migration load. I told him that since he is not doing the migration validation, he should go and discuss with michael on how he wans the rotation between them to be. He just said okok.. then neber go and discuss with mike. You know what he did!! He went to tell mike about what our plans for migration to be for the 7 days.... about that fact that we are spiltting into two groups and doing 12 hours each. WHY THE HECK DID HE HAVE TO INFORM MIKE ABOUT IT FOR US??? I am thinking that he wants go gain credit saying that we have discussed and he have planned out a way to spilt the job load effectively, and that he will be monitoring what we are doing at all times.
When did he "Taichi Uncle" take over control and the mangement of migration validation on my side. Who the hell give him authorisation to report on our progress behind our back. He did not even know what we are doing now, how we are going about doing it, whoes doing what and what are the resoulutions to problems. He wanna kapo and inform mike about misleading information. Then mike will come back to us and sort of accuse us of not doing this not doing that... wanting us to do this do that...... I really wanna tell him in the face that he better get his role here in data migration right... as in that he is just here to provide operation insights into data problems.... and not to manage us the ppl who are doing the manual labour of validation.... if he wans to do the managing.. he better start doing the validation as what we are doing and being fully responsible for report back to the consultants, james, sheik, and mike. And if there is to be any problems, since he wans to do the managing, he better not ask ppl to go and solve the problems for him or speak to ppl for him. AND if he is not going to manage migration matters, he better stop reporting back to mike on migration matters on our groups behalf.... and screwing up matters....to get the idea clear that we are not under ur control or supervision..
Hahahaha.... well... thats all the stupid thoughts that i have right now in my head... please stay tuned for the next installment of stupid writing and thinking of pefe...
Friday, July 23, 2004
Well... this week has been quite eventful, being that i had to conduct lessons of data validation on the various objects and folders. Whats more is that me and me friend was assigned extra curriculum work to do. "PROJECT" develop another access/asp application for some other department.
Last time we also developed a ASP site from some other department to manage requests for repair work and special jobs. The site was completed well... but it was never used or adopted by the requesting department. They did not even bothered to test the system out. Sianzzzz
Sometimes i wonder wether my teaching methods are screwed up or my firmness when i teach is cannot make it that caused my students to misunderstand my requirements and instructions. They cant seem to follow well or remember the steps and data required for future use. Haizz..... ppl nowadays... cannot make it....CMI!!!
Well.... this is sort of the end of my update today. Please stay tuned for the next stupid update to my never ending blog...
REMEMBER TO EAT YOUR CARROTS!!!!
Tuesday, July 20, 2004
Hahu... if u are reading this... xing xing bah.!!!
Just now in the morning i thinking that its has been very the long since cyu and hahu called me da jie already... i miss it alot leh... shouldnt have tell them how to make nicknames out of real names... sianz..
Well... today is tuesday.. and i found out yesterday that my assignment for java was extended to one week after... and the assigment which was due on my birthday was also extended too... By right i am supposed to celebrate for the extension, but then if it ends faster my pain ends faster too.... right now the extension brings it too close to the examinati0n period which might clash with the data migration activity going on at my workplace. Well... dun care lar...neh neh ni boo boo...
Friday, July 16, 2004
Well... think i frown too much this week liao. Had to reteach the ppl at my workplace on the creation of configurable materials again for the 100rd time. But it seems that teaching someting for many times helps to teach bettter... Well... even though my teaching skills improved... that Kit hor... still cannot catch it in one go eben though the others that were taught at the same time all understood and remebered the steps. Dunno what she thinking also, i think she wasnt paying her full attention lor... or is that her memorising power is really really cannot make it the lor... haizz... have to give her my full supervision... while going through the creation of configurable materials with her again....
Well.... today i am going for a secondary school friend's birthday party. The last time i saw her was one year ago at some other persons birthday party... hehe..Hope i would enjoy myself there...
Eh... i think i have nothing else better to say liao other to tell whoever is reading this to go to my other website to download the latest wallpaper that i have made. Its the cutest wallpaper that i have made so far and i am beri beri the proud of myself.... Link.. SO thats all folks for today's update. Stay tuned for the next cannot make it update.
Thursday, July 15, 2004
I just dun understand what michael is thinking....
Now he wans his planning staff to make final decisions on his behalf during the rotation shifts thing when he is not around. Firstly, they have absolute no knowledge of data migration, secondly, one of them is so the preoccupied with other work of his on, thirdly the other one always action and not work. If the thing that he was told to do was somehow connected to someone else or someone else did it before, he would try to push the work to them to do saying that he has some data to be updated which u have done before lor....wah liew....
FUCKed UP man... his thinking... he think he is the onli one who is busy doing the work all the time while other ppl are not busy.... He always thinks his work is the most critical around while other ppls bussiness works are not critical. Always saying that ppl tell him they no time...but he have alot of time of take over other ppls work and then passing the work over to us to do.... causing alot of confusion among HIS PLANNIG PPL...
The reason i want to leave the company is that i cant stand the style of his work and thinking any more.... i want to help the company to complete their data migration work cause i noe that they cannot make it without me... not say i bragging... but i have the knowledge and experience cause i started with them since the beginning of data migration lor... i have all the knowedge and the skills necessary to do the work efficently... To do data migration, not much knowledge is needed, all u need is the ability to work fast and i really mean fast, and the ability to understand how to do... no need to know why must do.... and to remember the steps to how to do.... thats all i can ask for... but the help that was provided cannot fullfill these requirements. ARGGGG......
Friday, July 09, 2004
HAHAHA.... i finally managed to complete my TMA03 for relational database. Yeah!!! so happy!!... i can go home to sleep and sleep and sleep to remove all the dark eye rings. ARGG!!!! i have dark eye rings.. and lousy skin, all thanks to lack of sleep and overworking.... So wats the moral of the story... dunno.. hahaha
Then hor, this sunday going for KTV.. dunno why nowadays everyone loves singing... but then i dont... i onli like to listen to other ppls voices.. cause i onli like to sing a few songs which i dun sound nice in them....Thats All Folks!!
Thursday, July 08, 2004
Well...have been rushing my assignments for the past few days... couldnt get the motivation to do it..keep on playing neopets and this and that..no energy.. as the saying goes.. "The mind is willing but the body is weak"
Suprisingly, i managed to come out with the necessary SQL queries to the questions of my TMA. I dunno how i managed to do it, but it really seems that i am more skillfully in doing SQL coding than java coding as what was shown during my poly school days. When i always performed well in finding the necessary queries to the questions. Which my lab tutor found it strange with my assignment results was cannot make it. HAHAHA!!!
So... this the end.. happy rotting and sleeping everyone. zzzZZZzzz
Wednesday, June 30, 2004
Yesterday there was a wide spread power failure in Singapore. I was surfing the net playing neopets and trying to do my maths TMA. Then it happened, it all went black an i thought it was something i did. I tried to look around and all i could see was pitch blackness as my eyes have not become accustomed to the darkness. Boy was it freaky and scary... i tried to walk out of the room and nearly banged into the door. Then i suddenly saw my sis with her handphone. She was walking around with the aid of the little light emiting from her handphone. We went to the living room together to see my little sis frantically trying to look for something.... haha..then the story beri long dun wan to write liao....
Then realised that the whole neighbourhood was also suffering from the power failure. Then i do nonthing but just walk around here and there... here and there... then finally after around twenty mins the power came back on.... HURRAY!!! Some ppl around the neighbourhood shouted YEAH!! and everyone went back to their home sweet home to resume watever that they were doing....
Well.... after this power failure incident, i realised the importance of electrcity and the need to conserve this form of power. Then hor... i go back to my neopets and my maths TMA.... luckily i didnt do much changes to my work. Heng ar!!...
Sooo... this is the end of my update... see you next time...
Friday, June 25, 2004
Today i want to tok about what has happened to my life this week. Well... all was smooth going i presume as i was kept very very the busy in my work doing data migration matters. That michael hor... came back from his holiday from Russia.. then happily threw some work to me about the valid date thing. But then hor i tell him that i beri the busy doing data migration matters... then he give me the not convinced look and walk away. Then later he still insist on asking me to do the work and happily email me the work and copy others. But until now, i still haben do the work....
Then hor.... i got back my java results liao... haha i got 88 marks wor.... definately an improvement from the previous one... luckily this time he neber go and deduct marks for stupid things...otherwise i wanna hang his head on the rooftop...
then hor... today i went for an interview at M1... which is located at Jurong East... Wah.. so the far away.. I really hope that i can get this job and escape from me predicament in SIA of having to carry the load for somewhere else who only knows how to doubt my work and the things that i tell him.. eben though i always manage to complete everything that is to be done nicely and efficiently... haha...
Well... thats all folks for today.. see you next time..!! :P
Wednesday, June 16, 2004
Dunnoo wether i got say before about the new mini drive that i bought at the IT show two weeks ago. ITS SPOILT..... stupid iomega..happily the drive is corrupted and has multiple bad sectors.But luckily, it is still under warranty(duh!!) and i think i am going to get it changed this sat or today!!... depends on my mood after lunch.
Well.... these feel days i have been having near death syndrom. Keep on having headaches, bodyaches, here ache there ache everywhere ache ache. Checked my blood pressure looks normal to me... and when i mean normal... i mean the very high normal as compared to normal young adult.
At work, also beri the busy, my schedule is all cramped up together. Have been neglecting my studies, my studies and my studies. Siao LIAO!!.... well.... this is the end of my testing one two three for today. Please stay tuned for the next installment of rubbish toking by me, the wonderful and beautiful and clever PEFE!!!
Wednesday, June 09, 2004
My first update after many many days and weeks... after seeing HAHU update her blog make me have the urge to also update mine.
Well.... today me, myself and I are going to watch Harry Potter and the Prisoner of Azkaban at Tampines Mall today togther with my two sis... Dunno wether nice or not. Cause the last two movies of Harry Potter were so so lar. Maybe its because i read the book already then go and see the movie like no kick like that.
Then hor, i went for a lousy interview on Monday. Think i cant get that job already. I can feel that the HR person wasnt bery the inpressed by my questions and the way i answered her questions. Dunno why lar, that day i happily answer with alot of hand gestures and wrong prounciation of words... Must be mad already.
Then hor, on tuesday i suddenly got a attack of "DUNNO
WAT I DOING"disease. The whole daykeep on blur blur and forgetting things and toking rubbish here and there. Then in the evening go for lessons at SIM. I think i dun have a crush on the lecturer liao. hehehehe
Well..... this the end of my update for today. Please stay tuned for the next installment of pefe's writing rubbish on the net.
Thursday, May 13, 2004
Yesterday hor, i went for interview at GMP recruit which is located at alexandra terrace HarbourLink. At first hor.. i thinking that have to meet the person at alexandra at 3.00pm for some interview then have to go to caltex house at 4.15pm to be interview at the company's place.... Then hor... i tried to make my way to that HarbourLink place after checking it out first on streetdirectory first. At first hor, i thinking that the place is located near Bukit Merah interchange there....so i thinking that i need to take mrt to chua chu kang then transfer to LRT then alight at Bukit Panjang then take bus there lor. Who noes, the stupid LRT breakdown again, then have to take the free bus service provided. By doing so, problem number one came. I DUNNO WHERE TO ALIGHT!!! Then based on my feelings i managed to alight at the correct stop and took the correct bus which took a hell lot of time to reach somewhere lar...which was already nearing 3.30pm liao... then i thinking that i cannot make it in time liao, then i happily take taxi to the place. Then just happily have a not like interview interview with sam... Dunno why also but i was really cool in answering his questions. It was only when he commented that i am so cool in answering that i realised it.
So after chatting with that person, he gave me instructions on how to travel to the client interview place with was situated at the builiding just across the street. Cheh!!!.. i thought must go to raffles place for the interview.... and one more thing of mention, i only knew that the hiring company is HP. WHAO!!!.. big company wor... MNC company wor... Then hor i just went over for my interview in my still cool and calm self. Then hor i just anyhow smoke my way through the interview. Dunno wether if she was impressed by me or not cause her face like neber like appreciate like that. Then somemore i happily ask stupid questions here and there.... HAHAHA.. well btw, my interviewer name is Joanna Kwa. Heard from the SAM guy that she is to be my immediate superior if i was to be employed lor.
Well.... i will get the results next week wether i would get employed or not lar.. cause tomorro still have one more person yet to be interview...Cant place my hopes too high lar, cause i scarded that if like last time for the schenker company place high high hopes will disappointed hard hard pain pain.... so thats all folks for today's long long explanination about my interview.
Thursday, May 06, 2004
Well.. on monday, the newcomer who is joining us for data migration came. Her name is Kit, dunno what the full name is.. but OMG!!! she is the most irritating newcomer person that i have ever met in my life. Dunno what her problem, keep on asking when is she going to get her ID and pass and whatever here and there things. Tell her that the fastest is two weeks, she like no believe like that then happily go and ask "Big Cow" the same questions, then he tell her that usually is around a few days like that, which is shorter than what i have said but then she is still like not satisified like that. Then she say that last time she at STC working can get the pass and staff ids in a matter of only a few days. Come on lar....this is SIA Airline House not STC of course there would be differences lor... somemore last time for the "big cow" situation, we were prepared for them to come, had applied for everything before hand lor. this come she come so the fast fast where to time to early prepare for you..... haizz
SOmemore hor... she beri the irritating one lor, happily like to suddenly go behing ppl backs and watch other ppl do their work. Ok lar.. going behind other ppl to watch what they are doing is no problem for me lar.. but then hor.. dun go and disturb other ppl doing their work lar... ask here ask there... ppl busy busy discussing things still want to chap in and ask some basic questions... dunno what is wait one lor..NO COMMON SENSE one..
Then hor, dunno wether is she is like that naturally one or is fake gek one. When she toking in chinese hor, the sound is veri the "there" lor...eeeeee. Makes my hair stand. Dunno lar, maybe is i now unfriendly towards new things be it ppl, work, enviroment. haha... what i really dun like is that i scareded that she will leak out the information that i am doing rubbish things at work such as coloring pictures, surfing the internet... reading books, doing school work....
hahah.... thats all folks... wanna zzzZZz liao...
Friday, April 30, 2004
Well.. for the past few weeks i have been trying to convince smartforce into letting me get a refund for my CCNP. But it just seems that the company just doesnt wants money that is already in their pockets to go back to the customer. So i bo bian have to carry on with the program. They keep on insisting that they have already given me the course material and by doing so i am not able to get a refund, then i happily today then go and check the system and found out that they have not given me my course materials.I KANNA BLUFFED LIAO...
But never mind, since my CCNA is expiring this august, so i might as well go and get a CCNP to give myself an upgrade. The most fail fail and then get back the money in full, but then will spoil my results record. But what the heck, nobody in Singapore is going to check how many times i took the exams... They dun eben seem impressed by the cert.
Next thing that i want to say is that i got back all my assignments liao. OMG!!! i got 84 for my Database, but then i only got 77 for maths and OMFG!!! i only got 74 for java.... dunno whats wrong with the tutor also....TMD :(
Neber mind... i shall work harder for my other TMAs from now on... must work towards the goal of second class honors degree so that i can get a decent pay to let my parents have a comfortable retirement life. I wan to JIA YOU
Monday, April 05, 2004
This friday is good friday, dunno i should i do. Should i just stay at home and sleep .. or go out with my long lost friends... or just do nonthing.... haha... Well.. lets let fate decide..
Friday, April 02, 2004
Aiyah... spent so much $$ this week. Went to eat fish and co, bought facial foam, paid for present, eat and eat somemore... this week i think spent more than $150 liao... neber go out neber go out... once go out spend like mad woman like that.... he he he..
May the force be with me...... hahahahahah.... shen jing bing
Tuesday, March 30, 2004
Then i happily listen neber react then go and set up the projector liao lar..... then happily my chairmate kanna question by "Sh" asking where i got the projector.... then happily me friend say it belongs to our department, then happily kanna another question about how we got the keys to the cabinet...... SIANZZZZ...
I so want to tell the "Sh" that i saw with my own eyes the last time i borrowed their dept projector where the key was kept lar..... but it would seem so the unpolite. Nowadays, cannot be trueful to my own words... cannot be an honest person..... cannot see things and do things...without asking the whole world for permission...... Why...just because got one stupid case of theft then happily raise the security level to 1 makes you wanna think "what has the world gone to!"
Aiyah, it doesnt matter anymore. I must go back to my attitude of heck everything in this company cause i not an employee/staff, so i can heck everyone man....! I wont be brought down by such a small stupid matter.... HECK RULES!!!! PEFE POWER!!!
Friday, March 19, 2004
No more harvest moon and TV programs for me this weekend....... :( But... i am going to watch Resident Evil no matter what it takes me... i would kill, smoke, scam my way just to watch this amazing movie.. hehe... Halilouya!!!
Monday, March 15, 2004
Digital camera..... digital camera.... i love digital camera....
ha hu ha ha hu...... i hope hahu is seeing this....
today managed to finish one unit of Java programming... see until my eyes cannot close..die.... think i need some eye transplant or eye washing... take out the entire eye to wash....
Friday, March 12, 2004
Now i feel like doing something..... this is a song that doesnt ends... yes it goes on and on my friends.... some people started singing it not knowing what it was... and they continue singing it forever just because it is a song that doesnt ends.... hahahahahhahahahaha
Thursday, March 11, 2004
Die already, i am so behind time for my studing schedule. Must go home and study like mad during the weekends liao.. NO more harvest moon for me for this week... Sianzzzz
Tuesday, February 10, 2004
sianzz.... why am i toking about all this rubbish again.... make my fire come out of my body..... Neber mind.... dun mind about him... leng jing.... leng jing.... Must remember to study my maths A0 book. Try to finish it today...
Thursday, February 05, 2004
Haizz.. next week have to go for orientation in SIM alone cause Jac not free that day. I think that i am going to get really lost trying to find my way around the fake SIM that day...
Also managed to upload the not so completed website.. feel quite accomplished.. but i think it still lacks something... i think i lacks character...:P