Well... its finally the day... the day that i would be leaving SIA. The day that i wanted a few months back and now i kinda hate wanting to leave.

Went around asking those ppl that i wanna give presents wether they were going to be around on friday so that i can pass to them the presents and informing them of my departure from the company... and i was so sad and surprising to hear how much they wanted me to stay... Sebbie talked to me and asked me why i didnt wanna stay and went on to say how i could be offered a perm position and some scholarship to further my studies...blah blah... Then Devi also talked to me saying sad ps had been feeling after being informed of my impending departure... then she als sy she very sad that i am leaving and asked me why i didnt wanna stay... and that if i continued until march.. it could have given ps ample time to do something for my situation. Then i replied saying that ps had already talked to me about it and that i would definately be back if the opportunity arises... and that the reason that i wanted to leave was that the project have been completed and that there wasnt any more tasks for me to do....Then she told me to relax.. after working so hard for so long.... then i said that if they had told me about their plans earlier, i wouldnt have decided to leave the company.... blar blar blar...hohhoho

After the conversation with devi, i felt so touched that there were so many ppl that actually cared and treasured my existence in the company and they would like me to be around much much longer...if i werent going overseas...hehe..

Then after i went back to my place to do some things... taichi man told me that james was looking for me.... so i was thinking die liao... got problem liao...hehe.. so i called him and he said that he was coming down to look for me.... then he said that he heard that i was leaving on friday and he thanked me for all the work i have done.. all the help and he gave me ten points for my work.... hehe.. feel so proud... nobody has ever graded me before for my work... first time wor... so touched...even james is thankful for my work... haizz...

Why must everyone wait until the last day to appreciate me and thank me for my work... if they had done it earlier... i wouldnt have been in a rush to go..... hohohoho.....

Well...time really flies and it has been two and a half years that i have been in the company working under the flag of SAP data migration..i really miss everyone that has left even though i didnt show it on my face... it was really rare for a big group of ppl with the same ideas, similar backgrounds, and gender to be together working together...still remeber the first time we worked OT we worked until 8pm checking SAMEIS printout.... hehe

I miss wendy, lanxi, shannon, jerlyn, zwin, sarah, siti, siewfong, doris, eslynn, cindy.....the times we shared together be it short or long.... be it best of collegues...or just plain friends..

Haizz... have been crying on the bus trips for this past week... dunno why i feel so sad this time now that i am leaving with no worries and that everyone else that i knew were gone.... dunno why... isit because i know that we would be together seperated and that our fate has ended now and today..... its like god is telling be to be thankful and that you would never step back into Sia for the rest of your life..... its true its true...!!!

ok lar... i need to end this now to give myself time to cry my heart out...and finish writing all the goodbye cards....bye bye!!!