Deng deng deng deng..... deng deng deng deng...... tomorro is the day..... the day of the "Subaru Impreza Challenge"......the one which allows you to win a brand new car if you can be the last remaining person with the hand on the car.......

Well.... i sortof qualified for this challenge thingy..... by managing to be the ninth caller on the radio station 98.7Fm....which i thought that i would neber qualify....but den the opposite happened.... i qualified..... but this does not warrants me a chance to put my hand on the car.... tomorro there would be a draw for the final contestants out of a big number of ppl to be the final contestants for the challenge... but den hor... have to go for medical checkup... have to be at ngee ann city civic plaza at 8AM tomorro.... SO EARLY!!!....to register...

I believe that if i get to be one of the final contestants.... my destiny will be like this picture below...

Well........ may god bless upon on me the luck to make it to one of the final contestants so that i can at least get a 10% chance to try my endurance level... Xena power!!!!

May the force be with me!!

Well..... i feel pretty the screwed now..... feeling that the world is sometimes not fair to me..... and those ppl who are loners and ppl who warm up slower to other ppl around them......

Well...... i am those ppl who is slow to warm up and interact with other ppl and i prefer to be alone when i am with ppl who are too extrusive and hyper...i cant handle their need for everyone to be hyper with them..... which in the end would make me an unpopular person... hahaha...den nobody would care if i needed any care or concern.... and nobody would give me treats for no reason.... nobody would ask me if i needed something while they are out can sun bian get for me.... well.... that the fact lar.... when u are popular... ppl would do sun bian things for you.... when you are not.... even if it is beri beri the sun bian.... that person would find an excuse to reject your request..... so whats the moral of the story........... "Even if other ppl are not nice to you..... this doesnt give you the excuse not to be nice to other ppl... or even help other ppl sun bian do things for other ppl.... " The world does not revolve around me alone.... it contains other human beings... being jealous of others ppls haves and dont haves would not make the place a happier world.........

So... i must keep reminding myself that even if other ppl get more benefits than i do.... get more help den i do..... get more protection den i do.... get more popularity den i do..... it doesnt mean that i dunt mean anything to anyone out there in the world.... its just that it is not so obvious and known to me.....and that in the future... someone might do some favour out of sun bian for me....hahahhaha.... "The world is brighter on my side!!!".... haizz....

Well..... wondering why i am feeling this way..... its because i am jealous that nobody treats me well around here in SIA...... nobody treats me as a bonus item.... someone whom they like and treasure beri much....someone elses good friend....so this is pure jealousy..... in its purest form.... cold hard unloving jealousy.....so lalallallala.... neber fall into this pit of jealousy again...... the end......

Yours Truely.... jealous pefe

Its monday..... monday!!! another uneventful day for me... Well... i read through the rules and regulations for the Subaru WRX challenge in the morning today. Suddenly realise that if i managed to win the car, i would have to get the car registered withing three months and that i would be unable to exchange the car for cash...... which implys that i am unable to sell the car off if i get to win it..... so i am now thinking wether i should spend the effort of fighting for the car by standing in one spot until i get foot rot.... dislocated palm and shoulders just to sell off the car..... which i have no money to buy the COE... the road tax... the insurance... blar blar blar for....

Well.... if i am gonna go for the challenge... i must go for a medical checkup....and if i am not going for the challenge.... den can save the money to pay for the installments of the car which dad just bought lor..... Aiyah.. why he bother to go and buy the car so the fast for what..... scarly i win the challenge den get the car(wishful thinking).... den can just go and buy COE can already... somemore its a nice sporty like car... with the extra trimmings such as spoilers.. sport rims.... and cool bucket seats... In case you are wondering what bucket seats are.... it is those kind of seats which is sort of molded like the shape of the backside with a very high side..... which kinda makes it beri the hard to get out of the seat...

Haizz....i beri the mao dun.... so near yet so far...... think i need a sign from above to let me know if i got the chance to actually qualify for the final contestants thingy..... or got chance to actually win the damn car..... haizz...haizzz... haizzz.... zui jing bi jiao fan.... haha...

Well.... i have to agree that humans have berry good ways of decribing human behaviour. Such as the saying.... you reap what you sow.... or.... what goes around comes around....

Recently i have been observing mike's reactions to him asking taichi man to do work. He would give instructions to taichi man to do this do that.... den taichi man would answer okok... But den when mike ask taichi man back what he have done already.... he would definately reply saying that he already ask seb or ask sara already wether it is there or not..... den he would say that they say dun have lar.... they haben do lar.... den faking quickly pick up the phone and call whichever unlucky soul lar.... Well... at first mike thinking that ok.... taichi man is doing his work.... but den this kinda of reply always comes back.... which is not one time or two times but everytime.... and mike was starting to suspect whether that super skillfully operation person is really actually doing the work assigned to him.

Sometimes mike would ask him to explain to him what taichi man have done and the steps that he tok to come to whatever resolution to the problems that he had.... taichi man would fumble madly and cannot answer all his questions.... no matter how simple it is. Then i got the feeling that mike is finally understanding that taichi man is not skillfull at all. His IT knowledge is all blowhorn one.... only know how to talk dunno how to do... Den happily mike tell mag that he feels that taichi man cannot make it...cannot do work properly and learn fast enough.

Well...... i am glad that mike is finally seeing some light that was shrouded in smoke and grey paint.... and to learn that some ppl are not who they make themselves to be like. Just like how my personality is..... to forgive and to forget if you show remose..... but to comdemn and destroy if you try to fake it up.... Lalallala.... vengence is finally showing its face... hohohohohoho

Yeah!!! my exams are officially over!!!..... wuu huu... so whats next.... hmm..

Well.... this is the first time that i have ever studied so hard for a maths paper before... doing equations over and over again... time and time again.... nearly finished using half a folscap pad. But den did this hard work paid off.... the answer is yes and no!!!... cause i didnt managed to properly finish my maths paper during the exams.... and i forgotten how to do a few of those questions.... so sad... to think that i understood what the question wanted but i forget wats the application like....

Den comes the relational database paper... wah.... it was easy and hard at the same time cause there was this question 1 & 2 which i had no idea how to answer it... the rest of the questions were so easy that i couldnt believe my eyes.... hmmm

Next comes the paper that i didnt have the mood to study for.... i looked through the specimen paper and solutions and didnt felt that that kinda of questions would come out for the exam... but oh behold!!!... it came out exactly(fake) the same as the specimen with slight twists... haizz... dont think that i am going to pass this java paper... did i mention java..... actually i like to do java programming.... but i hate all the writing down of program codes on paper... so unfriendly...

Well.... alls done that has to be done.... has to let heaven or god to decide liao.... cannot complain..... can only regret... life is so full of regrets.... whoever does not have regrets does not have a heart.... or brain... hehe...

And by the way..... YES!!! YES!!! YES!!!.... i managed to qualify for the perfect ten Subaru impreza WRX challenge.... wuu huuu.... but den i dun think that i would manage to get my hand a chance to put on the car cause got so the many ppl qualified... and i dun think they would put so the many cars out there lor... surely got some other round of qualification thingy... haizz...well... thats all for today...