Well..... i am so the feeling sleepy now... Must be slept too late last nite liao.... but doing maths until got the feeling.... so cannot stop halfway and switch to another..

Well... my exams are coming, i am gradually preparing and studying and revising for it now... i realise that i really forgotten alot of things liao lor.... espically in maths and db... i totally forget how to calculate velocity, do integration, calculate linear recurrance sequence.... this and that lor...

Den just recieved back my db TMA04... i only got 80++ marks.... but sadly i still haben get back my maths TMA wor... i scarded that it go missing again.... eaten and digested by his amazing mailbox... or happily become invisible in his house... or his house is so the big that he must take a few days to find someones mail..... argg... i just hope that i dun do badly in that TMA since it is the first maths TMA that i did it on my own powers.... pefe rulezz..

Happily as i am wrting this blog, sebastian from me company there see me writing this... den happily make comments that i am writing some best seller... and he wants to be my promoter... haha.... well.... he is the best equipment GOD that i know existing in SIA...

Den hor.... last week another of my SAP Officer friends leave the company liao..... so bloody de shocked.... onli heard from my friend on my birthday that she is going to leave soon, but i didnt expect that it would be soo the soon... she only gave one week notice... instead of the two weeks notice as required.... dunno how also.... But i learned something from her leaving, there have been too many ppl leaving us liao.... too the many until we numb and dunno what to do liao..... long long ago we used to hold big farewell dinners or lunches.... give them fablous farewell gifts... such as a collage of photos taken together, big cards with photos again.... makes me think what i am going to get when i leave since i dun have a big group of close SIA friends left liao.... think i might as well get ready my farewell present for myself first then fake tell them is somebody suggest the idea for them to do one..... HAHAHA....

Well.... thats all folks today.... so fun.... today taichi man is on one day leave.... nobody for me to be prepared against... nobody for me to understand how evil, cunning and backstabbing one can be.... but sadly... taichi man still got some more skills to learn in the art of being cunning, cause what he is doing..... what he is acting out for others to see..... i can see it so the crystal clear.... perfect vision somemore... lalallala... bye bye!!!

Erm...... well... i am officially 22nd liao.... so sad... old liao...

Hmm.... yest went to celebrate bday with me poly friends... whom i haben seen them for many months months months.... mixi looks so interesting now.... it seems that she has become more matured looking.... got the executive look now... hehe... den also saw weiqi and jac and kailing and xiujun..... Dunno wether i shld be feeling this... but i feel that 'someone' unfriendly to me yest... Well.. you kinda get back what you reap by what you sow.... and by being unfriendly with someone.... u get back unfriendlyness....

Hehe..... yest me friends at workplace held a fake mini celebration surprise for me in office. I had still not recovered from the shock that the lift that i took during lunch suddenly suffered a power failure and dropped a few centimetres down suddenly... and the lift did a E-brake... so stress... i thought that i was going to drop all the way down to the bottom and break my leg... but den HENG AR.....hehe.. At first i didnt suspect anything.... but the ppl behind me suddenly make many cups of drinks all of a sudden... and sandy was saying she go and collect something make me suspect that they are going to do something interesting.... den hor all my Sap Officers friend suddenly came down den i know liao wat was going to happen.... den all of a sudden i turn to the right i see my boss holding a cake with a single candle to me...so paiseh.... so stress... many eyes looking at me....i wanna hide inside hole hole...den after that is the normal thing lor.... make wish to get a good job and leave the company soon... den blow candle.... den cut cake..... Hmm, didnt know that there was some 'higher knowledge' in cutting bday cake... the bday person is not supposed to pull the whole knife out after cutting wor.... have to let someone else do it.... dunno must like that one....well...wats done is done... Well.... it was a warming, fun and weird celebration... warming in the sense that it has been a long long time since it was so noisy, crowded here at my side, and that many ppl purpely make time to help me celebrate... fun was that get to recieve my cute present... and weird is that first time have soon kuei, sui mai for celebration...hehe

Well....den at night go eat billy bombers at tamp... didnt know that they had an outlet there... long time neber go there eat liao... ate so full that tummy become beri extra round... den have to walk around fake pregnant....hehe... den had a corny talk with kailing when we went down to find zzz... and not she find me... well... guess u cant be everyones good friend bah...

And now..... ** THE END **

Well..... firstly... i wanna wish myself Happy 22nd Birthday!!!.... Beri the "bhb" right?? Well.... i feel so the old today......22nd is not like 21st... u get to use the word "nd"..... so old.... so old.... I feel so ancient now.....Well.... to commerate this occasion.... i post this image below...

Well.... the quote suits me who is living in Singapore at the moment.... cause hor... we are currently having a shortage of eggs here.... due to the outbreak of bird flu in my neighbouring country Malaysia...Den cannot import eggs.... cannot import chicken.... den have to import from Aust.... which caused the price of eggs to shoot up to 60cents per egg....So now since it is so the expensive to buy the eggs.... the food hawkers have stopped including eggs in their dishes... such as "Ban Mee" no egg use fishball to replace.... "Fried oyster" use half an egg instead of a whole egg or two... den..... some ppl eben stopped selling all together.... so this year will be a cakeless, chickenless and eggless Sept the 14th.... wuu huu..... yeah.... lets all be healthy together....

Eh... its friday again... and i still have yet to complete doing my assignment as i am typing this. I was supposed to do one question while my friend did the other, but den she not free, den i will still have to do her parts too.... so sad..no free work...

Haizz.... these few days not feeling beri the well...not physically unwell... its mentally unwell.. keep on forgetting things, get upset over minor things, feeling angst, mad happy moods... mad sad moods.. Dunno what is causing me to have these problems.... Sibei sianzz man..

Well.... life is just not as perfect as you would like it to be.... speaking of lousy life... i this year like majiam do too many bad deeds liao like that... beri beri the unlucky sia... got chance interview no chance employed.... got chance employed kanna ppl take away... got another chance employed but would be stuck in same position over and over again.... Then happily eben play "scissors paper stone" also will lose unti chan chan.... Chan mali chan.... hei hei!.. chan mali chan... Hei!!! Hei!!! Think i have to do 1001 good deeds to clear away the lousy luck.... but by the time i do finish 1001 deads.... cause i would already be dead...

Well... i think thats all for today............. peace!!

Argg.... i am feeling so the angry now that i wan to cry out loud or break something into many pieces..... Wat the FUC* man..... what the helll is he thinking when he said that he would accept my ideas.....................if i wanted it that way...... he bloody forgot that HE IS THE ONE WHO SAID TO IGNORE THAT equipment that didnt have its material number created in the system..... he said that it was OK...... now that another load got problems with this same part number again...... he said that cannot ignore.... must create...... then i just bloody tell him that last time he gave instructions to ignore that thing..... so now can ignore the same bloody thing..... he say cannot.... must ask other ppl to create the bloody part number...... den i noe that if create the bloody thing.... den my side have to manually create the rest of the equipment in the system..... using multiple transactions..... here and there when we have already signed off the bloody thing..... den if we manually create the bloody thing.... den we have to bloody ask the stupid consultants to reload the file for us again not knowing wether they would agree to load the thing considering that we decided to ignore that bloody thing the last time...... so now whats the problem with ignoring it again...... wats the bloody difference....... why the hell do u not want to listen to my explanination to make things easier to handle and understand..... why the hell do u want to bloody insist on doing other ppl things for them when u must bloody assume all the time that other ppl are always not cooperative and since other ppl are not doing we must do the thing for them so that we can get scolded for any other errors that are not errors in the future.... havent u learnt that lesson last time..... when bloody EC pushed the bloody pseudo for A320 to us to do..... havent u learn that once it do it for them they will expect u to do it for them forever and they bloody earn the bloody credit for doing a job well done.....FU** man!!!

Why am i still in this bloody company working for this bloody person who choose to have capable ppl beside him and not listen to other ppls suggestions and opionions..... when ppl give suggestions or recommendations.... u say ppl got attitude problem.....overridding ur leadership..... but do u noe the truth that u bloody leadership sucks big time.... instead of solving problems for u employees.... u create more problems for them.... making them more confused than they were originally.....den when i want to make it simplier for them again...he cannot take my bloody suggestions and happily say that since i put it that way he would bloody accept my decisions......now that i have finish typing what i wanted to shout out loud...... i still dun feel better in my heart..... just dun feel so much like crying liao.... but wats the difference..... there is no difference.... just that my desire to quit the job and move on has risen higher again...... to just leave the bloody shit to other ppl to smelll...... to roll in it..... now that the other team members know what do to how to check.... i can leave the place happily....regardless of wether i will get the bloody free ticket or not.... why the heck should i care when other ppl who are actual employees dun care.....!!!

Alot has happened to me for these past three days... and it seems that a longer time has passed.... Was doing OT for the past two days and nights.... do until mama saying that they thinking that we are iron human.... hehe... but den.. bo bian... even though our schedule was spaced out, but the amount of work and the manpower wasnt balanced lor... so have to work harder and faster and more skillfully lor....

Yesterday i worked from friday afternoon 2pm until the next day which was a saturday at 5.35 am..... and because our softcopy of an extract was not extracting the correct values, we had to go back to our manual ways to validations.... all together i think that i did around 5000 times of "alt TAB" and around 4000 times of "Ctrl C & Ctrl V" and around 10000 times double clicking of the mouse to select the values.... do until my fingers and my wrist like no feelings like that already.... couldnt use the computer at home properly when i got back.... like majiam fake hand like that....

Den..... now i am writing my blog in office doing OT again..... for some validation..... which is so the sian...... and i am now having some headache...... and feeling sleepy.... and I HAVE ASSIGNMENT DUE!!!!...... argg.... where got enough time for me to do all this..... die die die...

Speaking of time..... while i was doing my shifts.... the taichi man decided to come along for my shift.... and while we were slogging over the validation of the data, all he did was to fake see email..... fill in his OT form.... calculate other ppls OT time to see if they had filled in correct times..... calculate the total OT hours that we would accumlate...... that he will earn for nonthing cause he WAS DOING NONTHING WHILE I WAS SO BLOODY OCCUPIED..... and he doesnt have enough knowledge to answer my questions when i ask them..... all he can say is that there was a part number change serial number change..... but he cannot tell me why they want to change it..... and why there is errors in the reading.... and how to determine wether is EC or ED parts by looking at SAMEIS..... so why is he with me doing OT..... its because NO..... There must be someone which business knowledge around to help in case there are any errors to be solved or checked..... but den he doesnt have enough business knowledge to help me.... and when i ask and he doesnt know wat the heck i am doing.... and he doesnt even bother to ask me wat am i doing because i am being unfriendly with him...... HAHA.... So wats the moral of the story here.... the MOral of the story is that some ppl are just born to be more fortunate and they can just fake knowledgeable and be highly recongnised while other ppl like me have to slog for no recognation, no fame, no honor, no glory, and most of all no MONEY!!!...... haizz... thats life...

Well.... that all for today.... if i can make it i am going to do some major reading for my assignment.... which is so due this coming friday...... BYe bye