Oh.... its tuesday..... feeling so sleepy..... cant seem to fall asleep well and waking up feeling refreshed.

Yesterday the strangest thing happened to me sia, while i was toking, i suddenly feel that my ears like beri the warm like that, then face also warm warm.... and then my adrenaline suddenly shot up like i was really excited for something like that. Well..... being me... i ignore the weird sensations and kept on toking..... after finishing toking.... i decided to go to the loo loo loo to check if my face was red from the warmness..... then hold and behold!!! my entire face was glowing in a bright reddish pink..... my forehead too was reddish. It was as though somebody had given me some plentiful tight slaps...my pores were enlarged as though gasping for air like that..... i scarded sia.... then i quickly use water to wet my face and to also cool it down and reduce the warming effect.......its like global warming... there is no stopping it.... Argg!!!

Well....... dunno if i am experiencing stress or not... cause it seems that this time the data migration i like cannot handle unexpected happenings and errors cooly and calmly liao le... maybe its because have not been doing the actual validation myself and instead letting others do all the work...... hehe.... then like that will have lack of exercise...then during the shifts will cannot make it....

Yest heard that the other data validation team need not do a rotation shift for their activities... make me feel so unfortunate... that my side have to do it.... somemore that person side the leaders make the validators feel important and wanted and wanted tht person to take a break so tat can stay longer to validate and not stay late late or do shifts..... why i dun get this kinda of treatment.... life is so unfair...... But come to think of it... my leader did tell us to take a break before the actual shifts but we turned him down so as we could be able to make more Money$$$ and OT hours instead of spending it before we earned it. Nobody ever comes and tells us that we are important... that we are critical to the success and failure to the mission.... why leh???

Isit because that they trust us too much??? Isit because of my attitude problem???? Isit because my life is just so lousy to be treated as a gem or treasure??? Isit that ppl dun care about ugly ppl..??? Life is just too filled with too much isitss.... and unfair/fairness...... that have caused me to not have any true best friends.... Staying away from close relationships because i know that whats mine is actually fake mine... so whats the point in keeping something that is fake and acted out??? Haha..... now i am toking about my sad life again.... haizz... think i shld end this... well... thats all folks......

Hi Ppl again.... seems that these few days i got nonthing to do at work... so got plenty of time to update my blogs... hehe.... hope my boss dun accidently read this.... Well... did some wallpaper design today after seeing some nice emoticons that were uploaded on deviantart. Heres one sample of the emoticon...

Drooling....

Heres a link to my website in case nobody noes how to locate links... okok... that all folks..

Wah liew..... argg... i just accidently deleted one of my previous blog post....sianzz. Wanted to re-edit one of my previous post with a new link but in the end happily deleted the wrong thing...

Well.... last saturday i went to UOB to open up a new personal savings account so that i can apply for a debit card to use. Wah liew.... the stupid place had only one counter open to serve customers regarding new account openings... then happily i waited for around 45 mins. Got one freaking person like got alot to say like that happily toking at the counter for 45 mins...dunno wat the stupid account or accounts that person is opening... Then i think the branch manager say the queue beri long and the amount of unfriendly faces queueing around then she come and ask ask then help to alievate the situation. But then i had to wait for another 30 mins before my application was successful....wait until my flower also wither liao....now i have to wait for my debit card to come and then still have to go back to the bank to activate it and link it up with my account.

Only you!!!.... can take my controlled emotions away..... only you....... i singing this song away.... only you and you can take something........which i dunno..

Aiyah..... the purpose of this blog today is to showcase a tini miniture pixel art that i have done and submitted to deviantart. I put it here to remind mi of the limits that i have in terms of art and design....so.. heres the mini picture of a poochyena..

Today is HAHU's chinese birthday... Happy Birthday!!

So sianzzz today... nonthing interesting for me to do today. No mood to continue the coloring of my macho tigerman...

Speaking of birthdays... can i have an advance birthday wish. My wish is that the taichi man can just stay away from my sight and move back to his planning department forever. I just cant stand his fake laughter whenever he is speaking to his superiors. Always trying to sound smart and knowledgeable when speaking to bosses and stabing other ppl in the back when problems arise. Go back home lar sucker!!!

Well... tonight going to have steamboat buffet at home. Yum yum!!... hmm... wat kind of cake should i buy for hahu tonight??? Pandan cake or sponge cake..... hehe.. Thats all folks!!

Well.... another update again ppl....

Last night finally managed to call HP support regarding the problems that i have using my Iomega mini drive. The person on the other line simply insisted that no drivers are needed for the use of a tumb drive and there is no way the pc can corrupt the tumb drive to the point that would make it useless. Then still with the support guidance, i tried using the newly bought Kingston 128Mb tumb drive that i bought from Challenger. Surprisingly, the Kingston drive has no problems watsoever. Even after i reboot my pc, the tumb drive was still working fine. Halilouya!! Scr*w Iomega....hehe.. Think my pc condemm Iomega products bah...

I just realise that i am simply monitoring taichi man's every move and actions. What he says and what he does and does not do.. It seems that everytime i pass down instructions for the validation team to do, he will go and approach that girl and ask her what she is doing now. Why must he do that infront of my back, i am the person who is giving out the instructions and the person who knows what my collegues are assigned to do.. why must he go and approach someone who is still learning and new to the proccedures??? Suck it man!!! Then he go and learn something that is incomplete and fakes infront of mike saying that we are only doing this not doing that, have errors here, mistakes there when he does not know the full bloody picture!!! Wah Liew!!!!

Wuo shou guo le..... wuo yao confront him liao.... i wan him to know what his role in data migration is....his role is to support us in case there is any errors that we spotted so that he can use his expert business knowledge to save the day.... majiam like hero or super man like that....and not to come and bother us asking what we are doing... and answering our question that other ppl have posed for us. ARGG... now feeling sleep sia.......GOod NIGHT and good night!!

Hi All again....

Whao liew sianz man... i am yawning like nobody's business. Everytime i close my eyes i fall in to zzZz land. So the sleepy sia, shouldnt have slept at 1.20am yest. Somemore i didnt fall asleep immediately then kanna woke up so the early in the morning by the shouting and screaming somemore. So now as i write this, my eyes are struggling to keep themselves open.

Happily today in the morning i was late for work again, overslept and left home too the late today, then happily the expressway was clogged up with traffic until movement was so slow and painful. Came in, saw everybody crowding near and around my table. Boss was explaining that since national day was approaching, we might as well push all the activities into five days so that it would not drag until national day. Lalalalaallala...

Cant seem to find the energy and mood to tok to either mike or ps with regards to their working responsibilites. We would definately be doing rotation shifts, but it seems that the timeline is going to be real tight. Haha. Well.... dunno what roles and responbilities that mike wans the taichi man to be doing. At first he tells me that taichi man is going to do signing off, then after that he tells mag that he wans him to do data migration activities. Which i dun understand what data migration activites he means. Does he mean, to do the validation, or the signing off, or the spot checking of data which we have validated, or just sit around and supervise us with his "Fake" experienced knowledge and his superior fake "IT Knowledge".

Well....thats all the complaining that i have to do for today, stay tuned again for the next installment of the complaining diaries!!